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i have made up my mind...i will not sing make u feel my love to u....bcoz i think it is just to much for my self!!!
n i dont want to sing any song rite now...well at the mean time,what can i do rite now is just listen to Almost lover by A fine frenzy....

the truth is

the truth is i cant take this anymore....i somehow have to let u go from my mind..
i dont want to hurt myself anymore...so just so u know,before i go...

this one for you,farhan

before this,i never actlly remembered that someone had dedicated a song to me..maybe ade but its forgeten kut..
well just recently,my school teacher just dedicated me a song,the reason by the Hoobostank on the facebook...
sebenarnye agak terharu jugak la huhu,dulu time sekolah dulu i've once sing this song in the class because she likes this song and she ask me to sing this songs..
but its not that bad my singing is,the problem is the lyrics...i always have a problem with memorizing the lyrics of any song(x kisah la lagu sape ke,aku suke ke x)in my head..so i sang the song,tapi a bit tempang sikit la sebab lirik bertabur sikit..
well actlly the reason that i cant remember any of the lyrics its because i like to compose my own song since kecik2 lagi...i have my own lyrics, so who needs to remember any by the others(cewah2 perasan plak aku ni)...so since my teacher did dedicated the reason by The Hoobostank tadi,so seperti yg dijanjikan mase zmn sekolah lagi,i will try finish a song that will be dedicate to her sooner or later..
btw kan best if ad someone dedicate a song to me(since tommorow is Valentines days)

well sampai this ni saje la my post,and again thank you to my Teacher,Pn Fauzilah Yusof n thank you for everything...you r the best!!!!

4...empat....four....vier.....

4....if i press shift key on the keyboard it will appear $ on the screen....actlly this is not motive to say that number 4 is equivalent to money.....(eventhough it is good!!!money is gooodddd...kaching!!!)

my main reason for this new post is actlly pasal menjadi anak keempat di dalam sesebuah keluarga...

satu hari tu,aku adalah duk mengeluh kt kwn aku sorng ni pasal keburukan belajar duduk di rumah...yela aku bukan nk ckp ape la...mmg la best duduk rumah makan sedap,baju xpyh basuh dan macam2 lagi..tp at the same time byk plak ak kene buat jugak..haish..

mak aku memang suke menyuruh aku buat ni la,tu la,ape la....tp aku xde la melawan,dah menjadi tanggungjawab seorang anak utk patuh pada arahan,tp cume kdg2 penat jugak kut...kdg2 nk time study pun kene suruh gak...tp nk buat mcm mane,dah aku sorng je yg boleh diharap(perasan lebih jer haha)....

so mase time aku mengeluh kt kawan aku ni,die ade tanye yg aku ni anak keberapa??
so ak ckp 4 la...nthen die pun ckp yg bende ni adalah normal pada anak keempat di dalam sesebuah family...
my friend ni ade membuat kajian (suke2 die je igt die sape profesor!!!)..kajian die adalh utk menganalisis ttg anak ke-4 di dalam famly...ths is because we r on the same boat...he is also anak keempat and surprisingly,die juga selalu disuruh oleh mak die jagk...menghikut kwan aku ni,die dah byk jugak tanye kt kenalan2 die,nthn most of them give the same response...

so ak pun terfikir sejenak about being ank ke-4 di dalam family ni...memang betul setelah byk bende yg aku kaji punye kaji punye kaji..mcm2 aku kaji..even a girl pun same gak...i knw this girl la..ank ke-4 gak,rajin jgak,rjin tlg mak die,plus sweet jgk die ni...hehehe...

so as for the conlusion, being ank ke-4 memang bagus kerna:
1)rajin menolong family,tlg mak,senang kate boleh diharap lah!!haha
2)anak harapan family!!!
3)suke disuruh oleh familynye sendiri sbb family die tahu,ank ke-4 ni
boleh>>>>>>diharap!!!!

haha.apepun ini hanyelah analisis yg tidak bertauliah,klau btul pun mgkin kebetulan.
Tapi papeun im proud to be the 4th!!!
$4$4$4$$4$4$4$

Sorry

so sorry to the readers....sbb terpakse membace luahan hati saya ni yg sejak2 mendayu2 sgt...
tp nk buat mcm mane...hati saya memang camtu...kawan saya ade ckp yg saya ni hati taman!!!
haha tp sebenarnye memang betul pun....i never ashamed of it...but biar je lah saye dan yg lain shje yg tahu,tahu....no needs to spread the words....

well this post suppose to be a new beginning of my blog...bcoz after this i will go public...i post the links to the others...i will try to make my own blog as the others so called the very2 famous blog...gahaha...(actly jelexz sbnrnye....)

orait nil desperandum...tq padin...somehow i've learn to accept the facts....
may time to do the job...n berserah kepada yg esa...

empty....

rite knw i really dunt knw what to think of....
my mind is really emmpptyyyy....n i dunt knw what 2 do.....